i'm tired of names once you say it you can't take it back
from "blurred lines" by Lil Fijjii
you (people i love, people who love me) say i'm
bossy, tight, impatient, i try too hard. i'm tired
is what i am. i'm tired of
working so hard and tired of those names
people have for us who were born caring. once
my own grandma called me (age 22) a brat. you
say that's no big deal. i say
that's the point: to me everything is a big deal. it
is hard to feel like "i care, but not that much." you
advise me, remind me i can't
care about everything (no one can). "take
it easy, take it slow," you say, "let it
go." but the world weighs in and i can't turn my back.
© 2018 Heidi Mordhorst. All rights reserved.
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